i’ve been thinking about using tumblr more a lot lately, cos there’s something really satisfying about collecting a bunch of nice posts
i haven’t done it cos it’s like. starting over???? if anyone’s still here they won’t remember me and if they do they’ll unfollow me for being a dirty mallgoth unkawaii goblin (what can i say, i went back to my roots)
i spose that’s okay though. when this blog was peak and i was getting sponsorships and stuff i hated it. i hated how weirdly Looked At and out of place i felt and i missed this being just a blog for me to shitpost and collect poasts. some weird thing happened where younger strangers seemed to look up to me just because of my follower count and it felt bad because no one should look up to me im an absolute tithead

